Aha oh oh the humanity and its triviality. You can smell them everywhere. our meanspiritedness and consumer frenzy and obsession with "information" ad degraded pop culture forming informing our minds and we'll alienate and hate the body and disrespect and fear of all nature. peering out from behind piles of shame. the politics of distrust. everything perishes save his process of owning things and their faces. why do we defend all this as "freedom". we're going nowhere. as a child i felt invented words of disgust and shame. immediate drawbacks. no struggle no revolution. mesmerize you with inattention. black tshirts for every bored youth. items of jewellery. am i supposed to feel this shame over wasting my time for years? No, listen, what happened was this: i've been hiding in plastic they lied to me. sold me sandcastle with a moat full of ideas of good & evil. gave me cosmetics and vinyl too. demons never guarded the laws. Fuck it. I’m gonna pack up must renounce it all including me and leave someday. own myself and seek that which is everlasting. i must travel from things to nothing. become dust in the world which ones trapped in. from existence to nonexistence. dreams urgent for years as the blueness of sky the city and the sea. the fist step on the path is to begin to contemplate. the futility of the world of material personality. the futility of the week. fuck it. inviolable freedom waits aground.